Silenced By The Storm

Hi my dear readers,
Currently I'm sitting in my corridor hallway doing my homework underneath an emergency light. We haven't had power in three days; it is as if I'm camping indoors. This mess started on Saturday, when the entire East Coast was hit by a freak-snowstorm! Suddenly, it started snowing like crazy, at least 30cm of snow fell from the sky. It messed up the power lines, and now 85% of Connecticut is left without any power, including my school. We have one generator, and the plugs only work in one room. You should see that room: filled with extension chord, after extension chord, after extension chord. Everyone is loading up their computers. Food is becoming scarce, and we have to do with only a couple hours of daylight since the winter is coming around. First of all, it made me realize that indeed we are very, VERY, dependent on power, and light, computers, etc. Second of all, it made me a little scared also; are we really messing with the world to much? Mother nature obviously is hating us right now.. Hurricane after hurricane, earthquake after earthquake, snow storm, after snow storm. What's going on?! Unlike all the other New-England prep schools, my school doesn't have any sympathy; we are not getting the day off, we do not get to go home. We have to stay in a 100 year old boarding school without power + cold showers.. We are still having classes tomorrow in the dark..What is this?! Everyone's upset & confused & doing their homework in the hallway where there is some sort of light at night. I am just stunned by this extreme weather, never experienced that in the Netherlands! I'm also stunned by how dependent on internet we are, it's nuts! We become beasts when trying to plug in our computers! Crazyness... what has our world come to??

I love you guys, and be safe okay?
I'll be updating more often.

Love, Laura.

We'll keep our hearts close, and remember those memories for eternity.n

I've had a great summer. I know it's not over yet, but it truly feels like it.
I'm so overwhelmed. Just wow.
I've met so many new lovely people, reunited with the old.
Seen so many new countries & places, new impressions, new views on the world.
I think this summer has done me good in so many ways.
I'm just going to recap:

June 3rd: Bye school.
June 6th: Hello Holland!
- Pinkpop! Wow, just wow.
June 12th: Hello Prague!
June 18th: Hello Vienna!
June 24th: Back in Holland
- Saw allmost all of my lovely friends
- Had a week alone with dad (this has never happened before)
July 15th: USA baby
- Party hopping
- Swimming pool crashing
- U2 concert
- Tennis
- Reading
August 5th: Back in Europa
- France, St Paul de Vence.
- Holland
- Saw all of my best friends.

Now, August 22nd:
Sitting here, sorta sad, because I had a great 3 days with my friend Lonneke. We wrote & composed a song together. It sounds awesome. It's kinda funny because I met her during a camp in Scotland, and she lives on the other side of the Netherlands and we only see each other 3 days out of the year, which makes our friendship so special. We have so much in common, including our passion for music.

So, I am just sitting here, my brain exploding when thinking about this amazing, crazy summer. So many memories, summer 2011, I know that when I'm 30 having a midlife crisis, I will be crying for nights wanting to go back to 2011. But the people I need to thank the most are my parents. They have made my life so beautiful and filled with all these wonderful opportunities.

Am I excited for school?
No. Sorry to say, but I love my freedom right now and do not want to think about being at boarding school again. So closed off from the world. And I like boys. Don't want to miss them anymore. Oh well, once I step back into the nunnery I am sure I'll be back in the hang of things and with my nose in the books. High Honors for 3 terms is my goal. Reachable? No doubt. My healthy vegan lifestyle will get back on track, and I have to say that I am excited for the fall drama production. Greatness. Yes.

I have trouble saying goodbye
To memories
These times flying by


Swimming in the moonlight
Writing songs
Street artists in my eyesight


The colors
The music
The culture
The freedom.


I have trouble saying goodbye.

Hey little poet hiding in me, how are ya doing?

House Of Emotions

I was sitting there on a plastic looking chair. The floor squeaked whenever I moved my feet that were surrounded by 7 dollar K-mart sneakers. My skin was a little pale & no cosmetics were applied to my face yet. My hair was quickly pulled back and looked really messy. I was wearing the same clothes I wore yesterday: a flowery Forever21 top & a greenish pair of pants. This is what we call post-sleepover.

I was sitting there waiting for my Dad to come and pick me up.

I tried to observe my surroundings. All the people, the emotion, the pain.

The little girl eating a cookie together with her grandmother. The girl's mother sitting next to them; tears in her eyes.

The young couple: a blonde woman and a tall, skinny man. A baby between the two. I could see the smile; we are parents!

The father with his 3 year old son, his son is a cancer patient. These moments together are more special than for most people.

The mother with her 3 kids. Screaming and crying: "I don't want to go to the doctor! No mom!" Checkups aren't the easiest thing. I was a pain.

The family obviously missing a member, waiting and praying. Will the missing one be okay?

The lost foreign person who does not know where to go. Wandering around, not understanding the language, getting worried about her appointment.

And then there was me. Sitting in the hospital because I met up here with my Dad. Observing people like a creeper. 

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